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The Ressurection by vanv The Ressurection :iconvanv:vanv 2 0 Masked by vanv Masked :iconvanv:vanv 2 0 Ernie by vanv Ernie :iconvanv:vanv 0 0 ID by vanv ID :iconvanv:vanv 0 0 Innocence: Lost by vanv Innocence: Lost :iconvanv:vanv 1 2 Innocence: Discovered by vanv Innocence: Discovered :iconvanv:vanv 9 5 Innocence: Adjusted by vanv Innocence: Adjusted :iconvanv:vanv 2 2 Innerself by vanv Innerself :iconvanv:vanv 0 1 Self Portrait by vanv Self Portrait :iconvanv:vanv 3 2 Seansito by vanv Seansito :iconvanv:vanv 0 0 Anger by vanv Anger :iconvanv:vanv 0 0 Jesse in Viscaya by vanv Jesse in Viscaya :iconvanv:vanv 0 1 :3 by vanv :3 :iconvanv:vanv 1 0 Irrationalization by vanv Irrationalization :iconvanv:vanv 0 2 'Euphoria' by vanv 'Euphoria' :iconvanv:vanv 0 4 Intent by vanv Intent :iconvanv:vanv 1 3


The Keys: Sunset 3 by Pixidust1326 The Keys: Sunset 3 :iconpixidust1326:Pixidust1326 1 1 the lone cigarette by Pixidust1326 the lone cigarette :iconpixidust1326:Pixidust1326 2 0 Stairs by Pixidust1326 Stairs :iconpixidust1326:Pixidust1326 2 1 Stitch vs. DA by celesse Stitch vs. DA :iconcelesse:celesse 7,131 1,157 fire logo by darkdoomer fire logo :icondarkdoomer:darkdoomer 100 44 -because we share life- by fangedfem -because we share life- :iconfangedfem:fangedfem 83,445 15,796 Diamond in the Ruff by swandog Diamond in the Ruff :iconswandog:swandog 173 57 Star sea by Danime-chan Star sea :icondanime-chan:Danime-chan 4,914 1,146
I Used To Cut
I used to cut for all the pain I felt inside
I used to wonder what would happen if I died
Would anyone even fucking care?
Would anyone wish that I'd still be here?
I used to cut for all the fears inside of me
It would haunt me and my mind was soon my enemy
Death was always on my mind
And happiness was so hard to find
I used to cut because I was so angry
I used to fucking hate my family
They would always fucking yell and scream
And I'd sit there wishing it was all a dream
I used to cut because of all the hurt
I used to feel like nothing but dirt
It seemed like no one fucking cared
And all the time I would be scared
I used to cut because I felt alone
Always bored, and always home
I never really had plans
Because I was always depressed and no one would understand
I used to cut because I enjoyed the pain
And I enjoyd the sight of blood falling like rain
I loved looking at these scars
Because I knew my life wouldn't go too far
I used to cut, yea but I learned my lesson
Somehow, someway I go
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companion in my solitude::. by Shoujoboi5000 companion in my solitude::. :iconshoujoboi5000:Shoujoboi5000 8 25
My Last Goodbye
Fuck life
I'm ending it with this fuckin knife
As I cut deep and slow across my wrist
I see a dark mist
I think of the only thing that has kept me alive
this long
The friends that were with me all along
I will miss them more than anything
To me they mean everything
But I'm sick of being alive
I'm so fucking angry, its so hard to survive
A rope, a knife, a bullet, or some pills
Aw who gives a fuck it all kills
Tie the rope tight
Or slit my wrists, what a great sight
Swallow the pills or shoot myself in the head
Or maybe I'll sufficate myself in bed
I dunno I can't seem to choose
I'll do this though, I'm not gunna lose
I'll take the knife
And this is how I'll end my life
For all of you people who actually care about me
Thank you so much but it's time for me to be free
Look under my bed
You'll find a suicide note, that's all that is
needed to be said
But when you find me dead
Don't be surprised, it shouldn't be something new in your head
You shall forget me
And all of our memories
Just li
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the faith by Shoujoboi5000 the faith :iconshoujoboi5000:Shoujoboi5000 4 11 1000 hits by eco375 1000 hits :iconeco375:eco375 2 19 fighting game character 2 by Shoujoboi5000 fighting game character 2 :iconshoujoboi5000:Shoujoboi5000 9 12 Lakota Fire by mayshing Lakota Fire :iconmayshing:mayshing 54 60



Vanessa Cittadino
United States
Current Residence: Miami, Florida
Favourite genre of music: Alternative
Operating System: Mac


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chrissssj9 Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2009
Hi Vanessa. I'm some random stranger who ran across your Deviant page. I would like to ask you a huge favor :). I'm an art student at the University of Illinois and am currently in a painting class. For my current painting assignment, our class has to make a collage of "master paintings" and then paint them our selves so that we may learn technique and how to efficiently mix colors. I would like to reference your "The Ressurection". I would first like to make sure you don't mind me imitating a part of your work and then I'm asking if you could upload to me a hi-res digital copy of this piece because my professor told me the image quality I had to show him wasn't detailed enough and that I could have issues replicating a certain part without those specific details. Thank you !! :D

My Email is:

My professor is Tim Van Laar: [link]
This is prof of my status as a student: [link]
And this is the image I would desire a higher resolution of: [link]
vanv Featured By Owner Oct 22, 2009
hey chris, I'm really flattered that you want to use my work in your art piece. You can do as you like with it. I will email you the high res file asap. Be sure to send me the final product of your piece id love to see how it comes out.

- V
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